sKuLLz oF Me!!!

Single life.

2011-11-16T19:18:00.001+08:00

It's gonna be my 7th monthsary for and my single life. Isn't that fast? I miss being in a relationship. I miss being loved by a guy who i simply love. Hmm...

I don't know why i'm updating about this. It's just that i wanna let out what i feel deep in my heart. Haiz...

I miss someone and that someone is Zaifudin Bin Zainudin.
Bye.

2011-11-11T01:43:00.001+08:00

So hi peeps! Let me update a bit laa since i got nothing to do right now. I miss someone real badly. I swear! But i need to move on! I can't keep thinking about him! Seriously, i can't! He is not worth it for me and i'm not worth for him too. I can find some better guys than him. Now then i realise that we can't be together. It's okay. I gotta chill and cheer myself up and be happy with life.

Moving on....

I can't wait to meet my two setans later in the afternoon! Excited! Super Bass video of us coming right up! (:

Till here then. Byeeeee.

2011-11-04T23:48:00.001+08:00

Sorry for not updating my blog. Ohhmygod! It's so dead. I wonder if there is still people reading my blog. Lol. I think no one uhh? Kay, just wanna make it simple and short. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2011-07-21T23:30:00.002+08:00

HELLO DEAREST BLOGGYYYY! SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING YOU DEAREST! SO NOW I FEEL LIKE UPDATING IT SO LET ME JUST UPDATE SOMETHING TO IT.

MY LIFE HAVE BEEN GREAT FOR THE TIME BEING. AND I'M ALREADY SINGLE FOR THREE MONTHS. FAST HUH?! HAHA. I LIKEEEEEE!

AND NOW, WE'RE HAVING OUR PRELIMS MOOD ALREADY. DAMN IT! LUCKILY MATHS IS ON AUGUST AND IT'S ON FASTING MONTH! TAK KE STRESS TU?! TSK!

RIGHT NOW, I'M DOING NOTHING, JUST UPDATING THIS BLOGGGGG. WEEEEEEEEE.

VERY BORED AND I DON'T FEEL LIKE SLEEPING.

I MISS SOMEONE AND THAT SOMEONE DO REALLY MEAN SOMETHING TO ME BUT HE JUST CAN'T SEEM TO SEE IT. SIGHHHH.

TILL HERE THEN. BYEEEEEEEEEE. &HEARTS;

2011-05-25T00:57:00.002+08:00

Hi people. Sorry due to the dead blogggggggggggggggg. Too lazy to update this blogggggggggggggg. Haha. And ohhh! School was boring for this past few days. I swearrr! And ohh! I'm officially single nowww! It's already been one month and four days being single back again! The feeling is so awesomeeeee! I swear. Hahaha. I'm having fun with my single life!

And ohh, my mid year results is so unexpected. Sighhhhhhh~ Till here then. I lazy wanna update my blog uhh. Byeeee~ Hahahha.

2011-03-25T21:05:00.003+08:00

Ohh hello people! Sorry for not updating my blog recently. Been really lazy and busy with school till i got no time to update my blog. Hehehe.

Okay where should i start? Ohh yes!

I'm happily attached with Muhammad Rifdi Bin Hanafiah on 7th March 2011. My plan was to accept him right after N-Level since i'm too scared that i can't cope this relationship with N-Level. But then i think back, when i contact with him, we already act like we're already attached with each other so at last i accept him on 7th March 2011 ♥

I'm so happy to have him in my life. So so happy cause i can find happiness while i'm with him. He never failed to make me laugh and smile every single day when i'm with him. And when we argue about something, he will always give in no matter what. But sometimes i would give in too since i knew that it's my fault.

And i'm happy too that my mum can like accept him cause she already knew about me and him and she's like okay with it. My sisters too ♥ My dad? Hahaha. Wait long long kay? LOL.

I love the way he held me in his arms, i love the way he hug me, i love the way he look at me, i love the way when he say that i'm pretty, i love the way he say that he love my eyes, i love the way he pinch my cheek, i love the way he kiss me, i love the way when he sings infront of me(cause i'll melt infront of him) and i love the way he hold my hands ♥

I just love him so much! I've never love all my ex like how i love him. I don't know why.

MUHAMMAD RIFDI BIN HANAFIAH! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND ONLY YOU OKAY? ♥

2011-03-06T19:46:00.002+08:00

Hello my dearest blog! It has been a long time i last update my blog. I've not been using the lappy for almost two weeks i guess? Busy with school and stuff. Currently doing nothing, just updating this blog of mine. I don't know what to do. Didi is playing takraw currently. I don't wanna disturb him. Haha. So boredddd lei.

And talking about Didi. Guess what? I'm starting to love him. How laa? Hahaha. Fickle minded. I don't know whether i should accept him now and later. Hmm... We've been so so so so closed right now. He can accept me just the way i am. I can be myself when i'm with him. I can be very kecoh infront of him. I'm not shy to be myself infront of him. He seems so different for me. He is sucha caring, understanding, lovable guy. He is my joker((: Hehehe. He always make me laugh no matter what. How can i not love him right? Hehe. Hmm...

Till here then. Byeeeeee. Take care peeps!!

2011-02-13T17:02:00.002+08:00

Hello people. My life has been very different so far. S T R E S S with 5 things. Haiz...

Firstly about family. The ones that i loved. The ones that have been with me for 15 years. I couldn't stop myself for crying like almost every night since this one incident happen to us. I love them so much. I couldn't bear to see them fight just about me. Haiz...

Secondly about my studies. I've not been paying attention in class. Especially during Maths lesson. All i do is just talk or sleep. Fucked up or what?! I regret by not paying attention in class. Starting from tomorrow, i'll do less talking and more studying. I seriously want to have a good results for my N Level. I wanna make my family proud of me. Really really proud i mean. I hope i can do it. Haiz...

Thirdly about me and dearest Nur Zakirah Binte Mesron. I've just ended our relationship due to my attitude. I'm sorry for all this while Ira. I know i'm not a good friend of yours. I couldn't help you that much with some of your problems. Sorry for not being a great listening ears for you. Sorry for not lending my shoulders for you to cry on. Sorry for everything. People do change right? Haiz... I would really wanna continue this friendship but i just can't with this attitude of mine. I'm sorry. I love you so much. Find me if you REALLY need me. Take care of yourself.

Fourth about Muhammad Rifdi Bin Hanaffiah. I've told him that i can't accept him in my life. I've told him that i wanna finish my N Level then i'm ready for those long lasting/real relationship. He do understand me but he is just having too much high hopes in himself for me. I cannot do anything but just tell him that i can't accept him. This is the second time i rejected him. I'm sorry Didi. I love you but as a friend only. Thanks for all those sweet moments when you're with me. Thanks for all those hugs and stuff. You are the best guy i happen to contact with. I could see that you would want to win my heart no matter what but it's hard. I love you so much. Take care of yourself.

Lastly about Muhammad Izhhar Bin Mesron. My love for you have not fade away. Not a little bit my dear. I don't know why. Haiz... Trust me, this time it's like really hard for me to move on after we broke up. But i know we could move on together. Let's do this together aite? I miss you so much. Take care of yourself when i'm not around with you. Lastly remember this, i love you no matter what happen aite?

Till here then. Byeeeeeee ♥

2011-02-10T19:36:00.002+08:00

Hello people. Sorry the dead blog of mine. Been to busy with school, friends and stuff. I'm so so so sorry. My life have been different, me myself can feel the different. I changed, yes i really changed. Some people could see but some people could not see it. I know that i'm not the GERGERL some of you know in real life right now.

Firstly, i've been thinking about my ex recently. I don't know why? Maybe because i miss him so much? Or maybe i still love him deeply? I myself don't know. But to tell the truth i still love him. I do miss him. I do think about him sometimes. I hope he know how i feel. But frankly speaking my dear ex, i think you've changed. I don't know why but you seems different when i saw you sometimes. Haiz... It's your life, it ain't mine. You gotta live your own life just the way you like it aite? Take care of yourself. Don't fight with mama and abah anymore. I love your mum just like i love my mum, trust me. I hope you're reading this blog of mine aite. Don't create problem and stuff. I know you're a good boy. Haha. Take care.

Secondly, about this friend of mine, a guy. He is deeply in love with me. He is already having high hopes on me. GOSH! I hate people having high hopes on me cause they will surely be hurt in the end. FML! But he is that kind of guy i want. He can make me laugh 24/7, he can make me smile no matter what, he always make jokes, he know how to cheer me up, he know how to console a girl, we have the same bunch of friends that we can clique with and i always feel safe when he's with me. When he lean on my shoulder, i can feel the love going through us but i just can't accept him right now. I wanna focus on my N Level. I've promised my sister, myself, my friends and also my ex that i wanna finish my N Level first then get into a real relationship. And that is a promise and i don't want to break that promise.

Thirdly, family. They want me to change my behaviour by not going out that often, by not lepak that often and by not going home late that often. I'll try to change my dear family cause i love you ; baba, mama, kak min and kak nur. Much loved ♥ HUGS!

2011-02-06T01:11:00.002+08:00

MY CNY HOLIDAY WAS SPENT WITH FUN PEOPLE THAT IS MY BIG FAMILY ! WOOOO ~

i'm still lazy wanna update my blog . byeee .

2011-01-23T18:35:00.002+08:00

ahahha . mentel right ? lol .

okay today is sunday .
i'm bored currently .
i wanna go out but it's already 6.36 pm .
tsk ! should have gone out much earlier .
but nehmind laa .
rot at home only laa .
more fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuunnnnnnnnn ! hahaha .
currently doing nothing but just updating my blog .
woooots !
tomorrow schooling !
shit laa ! tomorrow have malay dance and PE ! fcuked up !
i hate PE ! sweaaaarrrrrrr !
because i hate the teacher . haha .
till here then . byeeeee ~

2011-01-22T22:31:00.000+08:00

hahaha . irritating face right ?!

okay . i'm bored .
today is saturday .
didn't go out the whole day .
good right ? i know ^^
i'm still lazy to update this blog of mine .
till here then . byeeee .

2011-01-15T16:00:00.003+08:00

GONNA MEET THEM TOMORROW ^^ WEEHEE !
MUCH MISSES !

2011-01-13T22:48:00.002+08:00

I WANNA GO SHOPPING AS SOON AS POSSIBLE PLEASEE ...

2011-01-08T22:01:00.002+08:00

hello people !
today is saturday and i'm free to update my blog ^^

first week of school .

tuesday ; quite fun but sleepy .
wednesday ; after school got CCA trial for sec one .
thursday ; school start at 9.45 . school was boringggg .
friday ; end school early and after school i had malay dance practice . tiring .
then meet my girlfriend at night .
had fun !

so today , that is saturday , went out with parents and kak nur .
went out around 5 plus to parkway .
to go singtel and stuff .
then around 8 plus , home sweet home ^^

tomorrow got to wake up early in the morning .
must be in school by 9.30 .
will be going with parents i guess ?
or maybe with farzley .
not too sure .
gonna received a bursary award tomorrow ^^
woooo ! money gonna come to me tomorrow . haha .
then gonna go back home and get ready to go to a two wedding invitation .
like got feel to follow so i decided to follow parents . hehe .

till here then ! byebye ^^

2011-01-08T00:18:00.000+08:00

LAZY TO BLOG . BYE .

2011-01-06T22:46:00.001+08:00

BUSY WITH SCHOOL !
SORRY .
TOO MANY COURSEWORK TO DO ALREADY .
EBS , CPA AND D&T .
CAN DIE LEI .
I WILL TRY MY BEST TO UPDATE MY BLOG FREQUENTLY OKAY ?
BYEEEEEEE .

TIRED OF SCHOOL !!!

2011-01-02T21:41:00.000+08:00

my 2010 countdown was fun with my girls .
yours ?
haha . byeee ~

2010-12-28T23:36:00.000+08:00

actually i'm still lazy to update my blog !

and guess what !!!

my dad already allowed me to go countdown with my friends ! WOOHOO ~

2010-12-26T01:39:00.002+08:00

so hello people !
yesterday was a fun day yet tiring day .
firstly went out around 5 plus .
went to ira's crib for awhile .
then around 6 went out and took 60 to eunos .
meet nana at eunos platform .
head to somerset .
walk around and stuff .
went to taka since nana wanna eat .
settle down at macd .
then we head to bugis .
went to sheesha ((:
from 8 plus till 10 .
it has been a long time i last went sheesha ^^
we ordered apple flavour .
went home around 10 plus .
but kak nur and abang ease took me at eunos . hehe .
till here then .
byeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~

2010-12-24T00:57:00.002+08:00

RAMAI RAMAI NAK MATI KAN AKU SORANG ?
FUCK THIS SHIT AITE ?
SACARSTIC SMILE (: HAHAHAHAHA .

2010-12-22T01:10:00.002+08:00

so hello people !
currently chatting with ina ^^
miss her like hell man ! haha .
so yesterday was awesome !
around 6 plus went to bookshop to accompany rara buy wrapping paper .
then went home around 7 plus .
then she came to my crib to lepak around 9 plus .
she went home around 12 .
i swear i had fun with her around ^^
all the problems were gone ! haha .
but when she's not around , the problems happen to appear back .
like fcuk sia ! hahaha . but nehmind . lol .

got to wake up at 8.30 later .
then head to school for the cca open house thingy .
it gonna end by 11.30 i guess ?
then around 3 gonna head to tamp with nana .
gonna buy chippy . hehehe !
kemarok siol aku ! HAHAH .
then i'm being sweet , i'm gonna buy for my girlfriend , rara , calamari .
since she want it then i buy for her laa .
pity her ^^

and to rara mum , i'm gonna pray hard that she's gonna be fine after her operation ^^

till here then .
byebye !

2010-12-20T21:15:00.002+08:00

hello people !
i'm a happy girl right now .
because two of my loved ones coming back to singapore today ^^
that is my second sister and dearest rara .

so , actually there's a family plan going on for countdown .
but dad told me the family plan cancel already .
so i MIGHT be going countdown with dearest rara .
cause my mum told my dad already that rara ask me out for countdown .
i guess i can make it ? ^^ hopefully yer .

so basically today is just a rot at home day ! haha .
quite fun you know rot at home rather than go and slack under the void deck . haha .

ps ; i'm no longer in who cares ^^ sorry babes and dudes .

2010-12-18T14:08:00.002+08:00

hello people !
currently at sengkang ^^
using my cousin , haziqah , lappy ((: heheh .
very bored lei .
currently chatting with nana ((:
pity her laa . the plan maybe cancel .
hmm ... how i wish i could follow .

going expo later for crocs sale .
after that , i don't know going where .
so tomorrow will be going airport since my cousin , thaqifah gonna be back tomorrow .
i hope F&F gonna be there tomorrow .

till here then ! byebye !

2010-12-17T18:10:00.002+08:00

FRIED MARS BALL ♥

so people !
woke up around 11.15 am just now .
quick shower , get ready and around 12 pm , went out .
took 15 and off to tamp .
met nana around tamp mrt area there .
walk to century square . bought the movie ticket .
then went to have a drink at food culture ((:
talk and stuff .
watch movie , rapunzel ((:
thumbs up for that movie . i love it !
rapunzel is fcuking gorgeous ^^ in love with her . haha .
the movie end around 2 plus , head to pizza hut for our late lunch .
ordered beef lasagne for myself while nana had her curry zazzle baked rice .
as usual she didn't finish her food cause she say it's not delicious at all . haha .
after that went to x-craft since she wanted to buy barbell .
saw inn ♥ hehe .
then we head to tamp one for fried mars ball .
head to rooftop and sit around .
at around 4 plus , home sweet home ^^
short meet up yet fun ! hehe .
this is all last minute okay . hehe .

and to this girlfie of mine , Siti Azura Bte Mohd Yusoff ^^
i'm proud of you baby !
i'm happy that you can get to sec 5 !
i was smiling non stop when i got to know that you got to sec 5 and i don't know why . haha .
enjoy your holiday with your happiness okay ^^
i'm gonna miss you while you're at genting .
she's going tomorrow )): so sad .
didn't get to meet her before she's going but nehmind .
let's choose a date and go out together okay when you're back in singapore .

so later at night going to sengkang to sleepover . can't wait .
heheheh . till here then .
byebye people ! much loved , gergerl ((:

2010-12-17T01:09:00.003+08:00

hello people !
heheh . my thursday was boring and plain .
lazy day it is . haha .

and i bet my friday gonna be awesome ((:
because i'm gonna watch movie ; Rapunzel with dearest nana !
we might be eating our late lunch at pizza hut and gonna have our fried mars ball ((:
excited laa ^^ hehehe .
planning to reach home before 5 . weeeee ~
then at night gonna head to sengkang , mak busu crib .
gonna sleepover there for two days ((: weehee .
till here then ! byebye ((:

2010-12-15T15:58:00.002+08:00

picha was taken yesterday !

so yesterday she came to my crib .
kecohness was there as usual ((: hehe .

so today is the second day that i'm fasting ((:
i'm gonna fast till friday , insya'allah .
so currently just updating my blog , chatting with some peeps , facebook and twitter .
home alone .
but i guess my second sis gonna be home soon .

i wanna sleepover at sengkang this friday but i haven't ask my dad yet .
hopefully i can sleep there . amin ((:
till here then .
byebye people ^^

2010-12-14T02:32:00.003+08:00

Dearest ex ♥

You always say that i didn't love you anymore .
You always say that i'm arrogant and stuff .
You always say that you're the one who always start to talk to me since we break up .

But think , if i didn't love you anymore ;
i wouldn't have waste my time texting you , chatting with you and even webcam with you.
i wouldn't want to meet you .
i would have leave just like that if i saw you .
i would just ignore you if you happen to talk to me .

But see , the thing is my heart just can't stop loving you .
I swear .
I'm not lying .
As i say , i would want us to be back together if i could .

I got better reasons than those reasons why i wanted a break up .
I didn't wanna tell you those reasons because i know you might get hurt if you know about it .
So it's better for me to keep it to myself .

For the time being , i love us to be in this way .
At least we still care about each other and stuff .
I know it kind of stupid to be in this way because people might think that we're still attached .
But hell yeah , ignore what people gonna think about us .
Because this is us not them .

And it really hurt me when you kept on saying to me that i don't love you anymore .
It really hurt me when you say i'm arrogant towards you but i know i don't .
It's just your feelings .
You want me to show to you how much i still love you right ?
I can , but how ?
I can't treat you like how i treat you last time .
Because things gonna be different .
Trust me ; it's different .

If there's really love between us then we MIGHT be back together .
Because we can't force love my dear .
But if can , i just want you to move on okay .
Cause i'm trying too since i know i can't .
But at least put some effort to move on okay .

Much love , Gergerl ♥

2010-12-12T15:39:00.002+08:00

so yesterday i went to jb with family and abang afiq and abang ease (:
had fun ((:
had a big feast . abang afiq treat . thanks ♥
went to banafe village to have that big feast .
eat till 10 plus .
after that , went to pandan to walk around and bought some cd ((:
went back to singapore around 12 plus .
reach home at 1 plus .
overall ; short and enjoying trip ((:

so today will be going tamp with mak busu family .
at least i'm going out . yey ! hehehe .
till here then . byebye .
gotta get ready later and off to tamp alone .
yes ! aku suke naik bus sorangsorang ((: hehehe .
byeeeee ~

2010-12-11T00:14:00.004+08:00

my day yesterday was awesome ((:
okay meet the both of them at 3 plus at tamp mrt there .
ate our late lunch at food culture .
then went to tamp mall open plaza to take picture .
then went to tamp one .
at around 5 plus , me and rara took 15 and off to take leesya .
fir took 21 and off to longkang area i guess ?
took leesya then i went to rara crib to slack .
then around 8 plus 9 , accompany her to the doctor .
pity her laa .
she so weak .
but still she can talk alot . haha . cute right ? haha .
around 9 plus went home .
had fun laa ((:
almost 7 hours i spent my time with her ((:
and i like it !
weehee .

can't wait for later .
going JB ! going JB ! yey ! hhehehe .
byeeeeeeee ~

2010-12-10T00:32:00.003+08:00

hello people !
currently doing nothing but just updating this blog of mine .
it's freezing cold in my room right now .
cannot take it laa but i just got to bear with it laa .

so later will be heading to tamp with rara .
but rara will be going home early laa )): so sad .
then will be meeting fir and then ifa will be joining us and maybe azi too .
too bad fad is working later )):
then i might join nana and the rest for awhile and off to meet my cousin back .

i'm excited for saturday !
going to JB with family and abang afiq and abang ease ^^
can't wait laa !
till here then .
byebye .

2010-12-09T00:15:00.001+08:00

hello people !
currently chatting with ina and iqbal (:

so my plan for today that is thursday is to meet up with my girls (:
gonna go to farah crib to slack and also watch jangan pandang congkak 2 .
weehee ! excited for it laa .
okay laa . till here then . byebye !

2010-12-08T18:18:00.001+08:00

spent my time just to watch this movie .
awesome movie .
great movie .
i like this movie .
i love this movie .
so saddddd you know at this one part .
i cried while watching it . boohoo ! haha .
so people , feel free to watch it at youtube aite (:

it has been three days i rot at home ((:
yey for me ! heheheh .
let's do it for the whole week aite . insyaallah .
i just don't feel like going out laa this few days .
i don't know why . haha .
okay laa .
till here then ((:
byebye !

2010-12-07T17:03:00.002+08:00

hello people !
currently just updating my blog since i got nothing to do .

so just now , woke up around 2 pm .
vacuum the whole house , clean up my room and stuff .
tiring !
i'm still thinking whether i wanna follow my parents to giant or not later .
right now alone at home . so boringggg .
but i guess my second sis is on her way back home already from school .

till here then . too lazy to update . byeee .

2010-12-07T01:44:00.001+08:00

cute ain't they ?
sisters (:
syafiqah adrianna putri and syahirah aleeya putri ((:

currently , chatting with izhhar (:
listening to songs .
twittering .
bored (:
today plan is to sit at home again .
if i'm not lazy then i'll clean up my room (: hehe .

till here then ! byebye !

2010-12-04T16:56:00.003+08:00

i had an awesome day yesterday !
woke up around 8 plus in the morning .
take a quick shower , get ready and out to meet wirda .
meet farah under her void deck to take some things .
then walked to ina place .
waited for cab and at last we got a cab .
reach east coast around 9 plus 10 .
eat first while waiting for the rest .
then acap , alley and maday came .
start up the bbq thingy and stuff .
then huda came .
fey and his friends .
sufi and his friend .
lastly nysa came (:
had funnnnn !
actually planned was not to mandi laut but then see them mandi laut make me so jealous .
changed and then went into the water ! hahahah .
fun fun fun !
played water bomb ! haha . kecohness .
from 10 am till 10 pm ((: i like it !!

so today planned is to go to mak busu crib later on to slack around .
hehe . till here then ! byebye !

ps; i miss you badly )):

2010-12-03T01:23:00.002+08:00

NurZakirah and NurDiana ♥

yesterday went out with the both of them .
had our late lunch at city square mall banquet .
then head to orchard .
walk around there .
then waited for izhhar , ikram , iqbal and alip at paragon .
waited for them like waiting for money to drop from the sky -.- annoying .
walk to somerset and stuff .
head to far east and they went to eat at KFC .
me and nana bought fried mars ball . woohoo ! at last ((:
then went home .
reach home almost 11 pm .
overall , had fun yet tiring .
got to go now .
got to wake up early later .
please don't rain today .
i wanna enjoy myself at who cares pit ♥
till here then . byeeeee !

2010-12-02T00:29:00.002+08:00

hello people !

i'm a happy girl right now .
i don't know why .

wednesday , 1st december 2010 .

around 1 plus went to school with kak nur .
wanted to buy book but then the bookshop closed for the day .
ass betol ! but then went to pay school fees (:
then head home straight .
around 2 plus , went out again to meet the who cares .
wanted to really really plan for friday but then ...
this annoying person kept on talking and making lame jokes .
fuck you sia .
swear all your lame jokes not that funny ~ cb !
meet izhhar for awhile .
sumpah kau irritating , tak bedek .
went home around 6 pm .
till here then .

so today's plan is to wake up early as i can .
gotta vacuum the whole house -.-
then got to go school to buy books .
then around 3 meeting ira and nana and off to town area .
excited for it but i don't know what to wear ):
hahaha . till here then ! byebye !

2010-12-01T02:02:00.002+08:00

blood sisters ♥

hello peopleeeee ~
i've got the mood to blog now .
so let's blog okay ? hehehehehehe .

so yesterday that is tuesday .
rot at home the whole day .
at night went to buy some snacks with mama .
snacks to bring on friday .
kind of excited laa on friday . weehee ~

currently doing nothing .
feel like watching a movie later on .
but what movie shall i watch ? hmm ...

later on , need to go to school to get my school fees paid .
and got to buy sec 4 books -.-
troublesome ! haha .
gonna go with kak nur ♥ love her laa .

till here then . byeeeee ~

2010-11-30T00:47:00.001+08:00

i've been using the laptop like everyday seyh !
haiyaaa ..
really got to cut down my time for using the laptop .

sorry for not updating my blog this few days .
too lazy uhh .
haha . and now i'm still lazy to update this blog .
bye laa !

2010-11-28T18:02:00.003+08:00

i'm so lost right now .

two problems appear out of nowhere when i'm just enjoying my life right now .

first problem ;

about me and who cares .
firstly i got a feeling that some of them dislike my friend .
but i was wrong .
they actually dislike me ):
i got a long message from farah that they don't like my attitude .
they tell me that i'm the type of person who ask people to just listen/follow to what i want to do .
but i know that i'm not that kind of person .
since we are in the same group , we always listen to each other right .
since when i ask you people to just listen/follow to what i want to do .
tell me ? since when ?
and i don't have that kind of feelings all this while .
i don't feel that you guys kept on listening/following to what i want to do .
but too bad , if that is what you people think then i guess i'm gonna accept the fact then .
but please don't be shock that one day i'm sure i'm gonna walk off from the group aite .
but i still gonna meet up with you guys aite .
what i want is , i wanna enjoy to the fullest on the 3rd december .
since i guess that's gonna be the last day for me to enjoy to the fullest with you guys .
much loved , gergerl ♥

second problem ;

about me and izhhar .
i got to know that he ran away from home because he fought with his parents .
why must you do that izhhar ? haiz ...
he really need someone to talk too .
and he told me that he need me by his side .
might be meeting him later at 7.30/8 pm .

and i don't think rara is okay right now .
i think she's having some problem with her friends .
haizz ..
gotta meet up with her asap .
till here then ~ byebye (:

2010-11-27T00:55:00.002+08:00

during chalet time ♥

OMG !
i swear i had alot of fun yesterday at the chalet .
love my classmate alot .
love my guy friend alot .
they are so fun , sporting and stuff .
they make me laugh alot .
yes ! alot ! hahahaha .
fun moment !
going there again later with ina ♥

btw to me , me and ina is getting much more closer as a friend .
we really understand each other ((:
love love her ! hehe .
till here then ! byebye ! gonna update again later !

2010-11-26T00:13:00.002+08:00

iloveher ♥

thursday , 25 november 2010 .

meet izhhar around 1.30 pm .
meet him for awhile only .
went off to meet wirda , acap , farah and huda around 2 plus .
sit at 145 while waiting for ina .
then we went to buy some food at maslina (: hehe .
then settle down at 132 . alley came .
then wirda and farah went home and alley went to work .
left me , ina and acap .
went lepaking at 133 then didi came .
me and ina went off around 5.30 ?
had fun meeting them !
at night , 10.30 , meet rara under my block .
something scary yet funny happened .
don't wanna elaborate more . haha .
luckily we saw the boys at kalam .
thanks for helping boys (:
thanks izhhar for sending me home and thanks alip for sending rara home .
hahaha . sweeeeetttttt ♥

friday , 26 november 2010 .

i'm going to the class chalet later !
woohoooooooo ^^
fucking excited cause i miss them so much )):
going with ina around 2 plus .
weeheeeee ~ okay ! don't over excited laa gergerl . haha .
okay byeeee ~ gotta update again when i got back from the chalet later night (:
nightnight people !

2010-11-24T18:46:00.002+08:00

the bear that izhhar gave me .

090910 - 241110

i'm sorry izhhar because i ask you for a break up .
you know i can't take it already right .
i know you're changing but i don't see any changes .
i just wanna have a happy life by my own .
i regret making a fast decision when i wanna accept you back .
because it end up like this .
actually we really need to know more about each other before patching up .
thanks for the memories my dear .
thanks for all that you've done for me .
thanks for those day that you make smile .
i'm gonna treasure it i'm sure .
and now , i'm letting you go and you've let me go .
i can't promise you that i'm gonna be back with you .
maybe there's high chance that i'm gonna be with you again ?

serahkan pada tuhan yer .
only allah know who our true love is right ?
but no matter what i love you .
it's really hard to move on .
remember this , i'll be there for you no matter what , trust me .
if there's really love between us , we will be back together .
i'm sorry once again .
text me anytime ♥
take care .

2010-11-24T16:44:00.002+08:00

monday , 22 november 2010 .

meet bf till 4 like that .
then went to meet acap and maday at 666 .
they accompany me home for awhile to take card and monopoly .
then we settle down at 657 and start playing monopoly .
i gave up and stop playing monopoly . haha .
then ina came .
played stress for awhile with her then head to 7-11 to buy maggie .
then eat and stuff .
went to play playground with adeq for awhile .
went home around 6.30 pm .

tuesday , 23 november 2010 .

the day they came here and lepak .
ina , farah , wirda , nysa , acap and maday .
thanks for coming ^^ hehe .
cause i can't lepak under the void deck anymore now .
cause dad gonna be mad at me if i do it again . hmm ...
they came around 4 plus and went off at 6 plus .
love them ^^
then at night went to meet rara for awhile to pass some tops to her .
accompany her go bamboo and went home .

wednesday , 24 november 2010 .

too lazy to tell what happen just now .
it makes my mood go down .
bye .

2010-11-22T02:46:00.002+08:00

hello people ! let me blog about my weekends aite .

saturday , 20 november 2010 .

went out around 5 .
meet ina , nysa , acap and maday at maday block .
lepak with them awhile and around 5 plus took 60 and off to bedok inter .
took train to expo .
so many people seyh ! rimassssssssssss ~ haha .
meet aunty mira , azi , ifa and boy there .
then mak yah , adeq , kakak , kak wi and parents join .
and kak lin , abg azahari and baby zura also .
after that went to compass point to eat dinner .
went home around 10 plus .
had fun ~~

sunday , 21 november 2010 .

didn't went out .
boringggg .
meet ♥ boyfie awhile at night .
thanks for accompanying me ! hehe .
till here then ! byebye !

2010-11-20T01:07:00.002+08:00

so yesterday that is friday .
went to malay dance with ira .
haha ! miss her ! so kecoh laa we ! haha .
after dance , meet ♥ boyfie .
went home around 5.15 ?
then at night went out with parents to parkway .
ate at pastamania . yummeh !
then mama treat me andersen ice cream ! fuuuuuuuhhhh ! haha .
thanks mama ! love ya .

currently chatting with ina and webcaming with ♥ boyfie .
so what's my plan for today that is saturday ?
rot at home ? so boringggg ehh .
maybe i wanna go sengkang , aunty mira crib .
i wanna meet my darling laa , ADEQ ! hehe ,
miss her like hell !
till here then . byebye ((:

2010-11-19T01:30:00.004+08:00

hello people !
sorry for not updating my blog yesterday .

18 november 2010 .

wake up around 1.30 sharp (: heh .
text ♥ boyfie to tell him that i'm awake .
then took a shower and stuff .
around 2 plus , meet him at 657 . talk and stuff .
when i look at his face , remind me of someone he know . haha . =P
and then got this point of time , my nose very itchy sia .
then it become red , seriously !
he laugh at it when he look at my nose -.- cb . haha .
went home around 6 plus .
had fun meeting him yesterday ! i know you know public don't know okay bie ? hoho .

19 november 2010 .

gotta attend malay dance later .
excited for it and i don't know why .
can't wait to meet ira ! hehe . miss her like hell sia ! haiyaaa ..
after dance , idk what plan i got .
maybe at night going out with parents ♥
weeeeeeeeeeee ~

currently waiting for ♥ boyfie to online .
i'm not sleepy yet . okay bye .
haha . ♥ ♥ ♥

2010-11-17T00:19:00.002+08:00

picha taken on 15 november 2010 (:

monday , 15 november 2010 .

went out at around 12 plus .
meet liyana , zyra , nazif , hakeem and jesicca opp school .
then went into the school around 12 plus nearly 1 .
then nysa and farzley came .
then around 1 plus 2 ?
we head to St Andrews Hospital .
reach there , got ready and stuff .
then huda came by her own .
around 2 plus 3 , the mini performance start .
had fun man ! the performance end around 4 plus ?
took 5 with nysa , huda , jesicca , farzley and hakeem and off to my house area .
meet rara awhile .
then off to 666 to meet the who cares .
ina , wirda , farah and acap were there . and not to forget maday was there too .
went home around 6 plus .

tuesday , 16 november 2010 .

meet ♥ boyfie around 3 plus .
lepak with him till 5 plus .
at the end of the day when we meet , he is so sweet ((:
lazy to elaborate more here . heh . *cheeky smile*
currently , texting with him and waiting for him to online .
facebook , twittering and stuff .
till here then ! byebye !

SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI :D

2010-11-15T00:37:00.002+08:00

this is how i look right now ^^
still fresh ! haha .

currently just updating my blog and texting with ♥ boyfie .
i miss him like hell .
gotta meet him pretty soon )):

i gotta wake up at 11 am later .
got to meet the rest at 12 pm infront of the school .
and gonna have our last full rehearsal .
can't wait to perform .
it's been a long time since i last perform in public .
hehe . nervous a bit uhh .

after that gonna meet who cares ((:
plan for 3rd december and it's gonna be confirmed .
please don't rain okay on that day .
all of us is fcuking excited for the day to come .
weehee !!!! who wanna come down , do come down aite .
hehe . till here then .
byebye !

2010-11-14T00:32:00.003+08:00

friday , 12 november 2010 .

had dance firstly in the morning around 11 plus till 1.45 .
then went to eat late lunch with zyra and hakeem .
ate maggi .
meet ♥ boyfie for awhile to pass something to him .
kiss him goodbye and off to meet zyra back .
then went to school again for dance again from 2.30 till 4.30 .
after dance , took some things at the cca room for monday then rush home .
while i walk home saw rara and dannie .
reach home , take a fast game shower and got ready and off to parkway .
meet ina , adeq , nysa , wirda , faezah , acap and maday .
walk around to hunt for job .
try everywhere and at last at popular i got to write an application form .
try only . haha .
then booked a pit for 3rd december .
who cares peep please pay me $1.50 asap . i got no money now )):
after that , took 15 and went lepaking before heading home .
lepak till 9 pm and off home .

saturday , 13 november 2010 .

make an alarmed at 1pm .
take a shower and got ready .
went out around 1 plus .
walk to khairina block to take something .
then took 66 and off to jesicca place .
waited for them . i thought i was the only one who is late . haha .
then practice and stuff till 5 pm .
tiringgggggg okay !
then went home around 5.45 pm .
took 66 and home sweet home .

this is how i look right now .
currently doing nothing just updating my blog .
imissmuhammadizhhar so much )):
he's working right now .
till 4 am if i'm not wrong .
boringggggg ; spending my night alone today )):
today ; not going for dance practice uhh .
and today ; no plan uhh ?
till here then . byebye .

2010-11-12T00:59:00.002+08:00

First meet ^^ First picture ^^

Gosh ! I miss her so much !
Last met was ; last tuesday i guess ?
Haiz ...
Meet up soon please babyg ?
Many things laa to share with you . Hehe .

Today gonna be a long day ! BYEEEE !

2010-11-11T01:44:00.005+08:00

i'm sorry if this post gonna be like an emotional post or something .
but i need to let it all out here .

dearest izhhar ♥

we've been together for two months .
we've been through those arguements and misunderstanding stuff together .
but i already had enough of those things for this two months .
what if it's gonna happen like this for the following months if we're still together ?
you know i can't take it already right ?
you know i can't handle it now .
because it always been me who settle those stuff properly .
because it always been me who say sorry and stuff .
because it always been me who have been giving in many times .
i did those thing because iloveyoutoomuch and i don't want us to argue anymore .
but you take it for granted i guess ? hmm ...

i've been always be the water and you be the fire .
maybe i'm just a soft hearted girl who have always been giving in from the start .
your mistakes is your ego my dear .
throw away those ego and things gonna be fine .
you and your ego ; it's too much already for me .

i'm giving you this one last chance maybe ?
if you're still with your ego maybe it's really time for me to make a choice/decision .
i really mean it okay .
promise is a promise .
i'm not gonna break any promises that i make because i hate empty promises .
that's for real .

this is just a post for you .
istillloveyou .
make me happy like you use too . ♥

2010-11-10T17:50:00.002+08:00

hey hey hey hey ! hehe .
just now meet ♥ boyfie for awhile only .
from 2 plus till 4 .
waited for him like half an hour okay ! ish ! irritating !
went home around 4 plus .
do some house chore then eat then now using the lappy .
webcaming with him for awhile and i gotta switch off the laptop later .
too lazy to use it actually . haha .

i'm mad at who cares actually .
haiz ... but i'm too lazy to elaborate more about it .
should ignore them maybe ? hmm ...
till here then .
byeeeeee ~

2010-11-09T00:47:00.003+08:00

♥ Happy Second Monthsary Muhammad Izhhar ♥

I've love you with all my heart .
We've been through many things together for this two months .
Those arguement and stuff and we get to settle it together .
We nearly break at this point of time but i know i couldn't live without you .
We got back together again .
Promise me you're not gonna hurt my heart again .
And i promise i'm not gonna break your heart again without any reason .
ILoveYouAndIWillAlwaysDo ♥

___________________________________________________________________

So yesterday had malay dance from 2.30 till 4.30 .
Very tiring okay ! ISH !
After dance headed to petal for some stuff .
Lazy to elaborate more .
Okay laa . Till here then . BYEBYE ^^

2010-11-08T01:21:00.003+08:00

Hey hey peeps !

Currently just updating my blog and listening to songs .
Current time ; 1.22 am .

So yes , on Saturday went out with Aunty Mira , Aunty Asiah , Azi , Ifa and Boy .
Went to Bugis then to Plaza Singapura .
Then at night went to Giant with parents .
It was a long and tiring day .

And yesterday didn't went out since i'm still tired and body aching .
Today there's malay dance .
I'm going but sadly i'm still having this body aching .
URGHHHHH . Irritating please .

And yes , my dear BabyG Rara is back in Singapore !
Miss her like hell )):
Gotta meet up soon okay darling ?
Bye . Till here then !
Taking care .

2010-11-06T00:24:00.004+08:00

Love the picture above ^^

Current time ; 12.26 am .
I need to sleep by now cause i need to wake up early later that is 7.30 am !
Need to go to school to help some of the malay dancers .
They gonna perform at Bishan . Gonna follow them .
Me and Khairina helping them .
Need to be in school by 8.30 .
But one thing that i'm happy with that we can wear home clothes !
Like at lastttttt ! Haha .

So yesterday went Parkway then to Bedok Inter with Aunty Mira , the sisters and boy .
Had fun but yet a tiring day .
And today gonna meet them again , to BUGIS ! Yey .
Till here then . Byebye !

2010-11-04T23:29:00.002+08:00

HOLAAAAA ((:

Currently chatting with Ina and Farah while waiting for ♥ Boyfie to finish bathing .
Current song ; Bila Cinta cover by Cumi1569 .
You all must listen to his voice . So niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !

Tomorrow is a public holiday .
And i wanna wish Happy Deepavali to those who's gonna celebrate it tomorrow .

BabyG Rara going off later . Gonna miss her laa .
ISH ! Take care and have fun my gossip bitch ((:

2010-11-03T23:01:00.003+08:00

Old picture with my short hair . Haha .

Hello people !
Currently doing the same thing that is webcaming with ♥ Boyfie .
Malay Dance was fun and tiring just now .
After dance went to Macd with some of the malay dance peeps .
Then at 6 pm went to meet Acap , Huda and Ina opposite school .
Then walk around then i went home at 6.30 pm .
OMG )): I miss the whole bunch of Who Cares .
Pleaseeee meet up soon babes and dudes !

And to my girlfriend below ...

Pretty isn't she ?
Look at those eyes . Haha .
Siti Azura Binte Mohd Yusoff ♥
Have a safe journey to and fro okay darling ?
I'm gonna miss you laa oi !
Text me before you going and text me when you reach here back okay ?
Love you babe ! Hugs ^^

Till here then ! Byebye !

2010-11-02T23:46:00.002+08:00

I LOVE MY MOTHER ^^

Hello people !
Currently webcaming with ♥ Boyfie and stuff .
Too lazy to elaborate more about it .

And i'm happy right now !
Mama gave me the permission to go and hunt for a job since i'll be doing nothing this holiday .
YEY YEY YEY !
That's why i love you , Mama ♥

Till here then ! Byeeee !

2010-11-01T23:20:00.003+08:00

Irritating face ^^ I know !

Hello people !

Currently webcaming with ♥ Boyfie .
I miss him )):

Okay moving on ...
Dance was tiring today .
But fun laa . With fun people around . Heh .
I'm too tired right now to go for dance again tomorrow .
Maybe i'm gonna skip dance on Wednesday .
Hehe . And yeaaaah .. I'm bored right now .

BYEEEEEEE !

2010-10-31T23:25:00.003+08:00

Hello people ! ^^
My Sunday was a blast .
Spent it with cousin at Mak Siah crib which is at Punggol .
Small gathering like that .
Had fun laa ^^

Currently waiting for ♥Boyfie to reach home from Scape .
He must really had fun ! Idiot ! Tahu ikot dia !
Till here then ! Too lazy to update .
Tomorrow got malay dance ! Fcuk laa . Lazy sia !
Okay laa . Bye lovely people !

2010-10-30T22:32:00.002+08:00

Hello people !

Currently updating my blog , facebook-ing and twitter-ing .
Usual stuff !

Today is sucha boring day .
Boring Saturday it is .
I miss cousin ^^
I miss going out with them !

Didn't went out the whole day .
And right now having this stupid stomach cramp due to period .
Period sucks man ! Agree girls ?
Haha .

Till here then .
BYEBYE !

2010-10-29T23:31:00.002+08:00

Hello people !
Just now had malay dance from 2.30 till 4.30 .
Very tiring but i had fun !
That girl didn't turn up just now . So happy ! LOL ~

Then at night around 8 plus , went out to E-Hub .
Had dinner with family and Abang Ease at this hong kong cafe .
Ate Baked Spaghetti with Chicken Chop . NICE !! Very cheesy ^^
Bought cup walker also ! Hehe .

Currently on the phone-ing with ♥ Boyfie .
Twitter-ing , facebook-ing and stuff .

Till here then . Byebye .
Hoping there's plan tomorrow !

2010-10-28T22:03:00.003+08:00

Hello ! I've changed my blogskin like at last !
And i'm loving it ! Weehee !
Love it so much !

Currently webcaming with ♥ Boyfie and talking with Mama at the dining room .
So noisy laa she .
Sending songs from my phone to her phone .
HAHA ~ Irritating like me !

And yes ! SCHOOL HOLIDAY IS FINALLY HERE !
LIKE AT LAST !
Happy happy !
But still need to attend CCA .
Troublesome ! Ish !

Till here then !
Byebye ^^

2010-10-27T19:50:00.002+08:00

Love them truckloads !! ^^

Hello people !
Today was fun !
School was normal . Lazy to elaborate more .

After school , went home to change and take a shower .
Lepak with Who Cares , Rara and ♥ Boyfie ^^
Talk a lot man !
Pictures at my facebook aite .
Till here then ! Byebye !
Too lazy to update !

2010-10-24T17:00:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not updating my blog for the 3 days ((:

Currently just updating my blog , twitter-ing and facebook-ing .
Usual routine .
Boring Sunday it is today ! Haiyaaa ~
Tomorrow is Monday people !
Must go to school ! Urghhh ~
Bridging lesson starts from tomorrow right if i'm not wrong .
Haiyaaa ..
Lazy laa ! Shittt !

Tomorrow will be having Malay Dance again -.-
Too lazy to go already .
Haha ! Holiday mood is here already man in me ! Fcuk !

My family members all sleeping at home now .
All alone now , using the lappy .
Boringgg you know ! Haiyaaa ..
Till here then ! Byebye !

2010-10-21T18:13:00.002+08:00

Hello people ^^
So basically there's no school today .
I guess because there's O Level today .
Plan to go jogging with Who Cares was cancel because of raining .
It happen twice already .
Haiyaaa ...

Currently updating my blog , facebook-ing and twitter-ing .
And yeaaaah ..
The haze is terrible !
My eyes are pain due to the haze .
Luckily i don't have any difficulties to breathe .

There's school tomorrow ! Yey !
And there's malay dance ! SHIT ! Lazy laa .
Urghhhh !
Till here then ! Byebye !

2010-10-19T20:04:00.002+08:00

Hello people ^^
Currently webcaming with Rara ! Gosh !
I miss her so much !
So basically this whole week gonna learn how to cook !
Weeeee ~
Had fun ! Tomorrow will be doing Sushi !
Japanese Cuisine !
Excited or what ?!
Group with Nysa and Wirda ! Fun okay !
I love them so much ! Hehe .
Till here then ! Byebye !

2010-10-16T18:45:00.001+08:00

Hey ya people !
Still at Sengkang at Haziqah's crib ^^
Going home at night .
Dad will pick me up later ^^
Currently just surfing the net and stuff .
Boringggg ~
Will be heading to Compass Point later on .
Weeeeeeeeeee ~
Till here then ! Byebye !

2010-10-15T21:31:00.002+08:00

Hello people !
Currently at Haziqah's crib at Sengkang !
Sleeping over here cause i'll be bored at home .
And guess what ?
My lil obese is here ! So cute okay she !
Very talkative suddenly ! Haha .
Bye ! Till here then ! Byebye ^^

ps; yesterday got to meet Rara . happy sungguh ^^

2010-10-13T23:27:00.002+08:00

Syiok Sendiri ^^

So hello people !
Time now is 11.28 pm and i'm not asleep yet and i got school tomorrow !
But who cares ?!
I HATE SCHOOL ! EVERYBODY HATE SCHOOL ! Agree ?
Haha . So currently doing nothing but updating this blog of mine .
I can't sleep because i've sleep for 3 hours in the afternoon just now .

School as per normal just now .
Get our results .
Failed my D&T Paper . The rest i pass ((:
But the marks was okay okay not that WOW ! Haha . Get it ?
So basically for next week we're not going to have lesson .
We gonna try some of the ITE courses .
Maybe in school or maybe not in school .
Excited for it ^^ And i don't know why .

Shall update a short post only for today !
Better get going now .
Wanna chat with ♥Boyfie .
Byebye ! Take care !
Love you my blog readers !

2010-10-12T00:20:00.002+08:00

Burokness^^

Hello people !
Yesterday was fun fun fun fun fun fun fun !
Oral was okayokay .
After oral meet Nysa and Wirda .
They followed me go home and changed .
Went out at 12 plus , took 22 and off to Tamp .
Walk around then waited for the rest .
Ate at Macd .
Then took train and off to Habourfront .
Took 131 and off to Henderson Wave .
Kecohness ! Haha .
Went back to Vivo to slack at Skypark .
Went home at around 8 plus .
Meet boyfie ♥ for awhile and went home at around 10 .
Till here then !

YEY ! BESOK TAK SKOLAH =P

2010-10-10T22:44:00.003+08:00

Hello people from this world ^^
Hehe . Hell yeaaaaah ~

Yesterday was a blast !
Had fun with cousin at Mak Siah crib .
Surprise birthday for Mak Itam .
Had fun ! Sing three birthday songs and stuff .
Kak Kina ordered KFC and Canadian Pizza .
Ate a lot yesterday !
Went home around 11 plus .

Today , didn't go out .
Boringgggggg ~
I don't know where is my boyfie at now ?
So worry laa .
He didn't text me or call me up the whole day due to this prepaid low . )):
Miss him already now ! Haiyaaa ...

So basically tomorrow gonna have Who Cares outing !
To where ?
To Henderson Wave baby !
Pray hard that it's not gonna rain .
Gonna have fun with them there !
Let's get crazy babes and dudes since exam fever has gone ! Hehe .
Can't wait can't wait ! Excited for it laa seyh !

Webcam with her awhile just now ^^
Miss her man !
Can't wait to plan an outing with her ALONE ! Weehee !
Alright ! Till here then ! Byebye ^^ Take care peeps !
Enjoy your day tomorrow cause i bet i'm gonna enjoy myself tomorrow !

2010-10-09T00:29:00.004+08:00

So hello people !

Firstly i'm a happy girl now cause EXAM is finally over !
Fcuk the world ! Woohoo ~
Let's enjoy before the results are out okay people ?
Hehe . All the paper was okayokay but D&T was fcuking difficult !
No hope for D&T and i don't care laa if i fail or not .
Because to me D&T is not important at all !
What is important is MATHS !!!

So yesterday was the last day of EXAM !
After paper , lepak awhile with Nysa , Wirda and Ina .
Then went home and went down back to meet Boyfie ♥
At around 4 plus went home .
At night , 9 pm , went to meet Rara then went to takraw court to lepak .
I miss Rara man and at last gotta meet her !

Babe ! Let's plan an outing for the both of us aite ? Hehe .
I wanna take Leesya out with us too !
Let's plan plan plan plan ! Hehe . Excited you know !
It's been a long time since i last went out with you okay BabyG !

And last but not least is ...

♥ Happy First Monthsary Boyfie ♥
♥ 090910 ♥
I love you Muhammad Izhhar Bin Mesron .

2010-10-02T15:37:00.002+08:00

HOLA people !
I'm not suppose to update my blog or even use the laptop !
But i'm just too bored at home so i use this laptop laa ! Haha .
Currently webcaming with Boyfie ^^ Miss him )):
At night going to the Airport to fetch Kak Min back from Melbourne ! Miss her !
Alone at home right now . BEST ! Haha .
Exam FEVER right now ! Fcuk it !

I HATE THAT BOPENG BOY ! LOL ! BYEEEE !

2010-09-23T15:32:00.002+08:00

MY BLOG WILL BE DEAD TILL MY EXAMS ARE OVER .

2010-09-15T13:02:00.003+08:00

Hello people ! Currently in school having CPA lesson . I hate today ! Went to school late . Handphone got confiscated ! Mr Pang was fcuking annoying in the morning ! Mrs Wong want me to stay another 1 hour for detention later ! Like WTF kan ?! Urghhh ! I got rehearsal later , hopefully i could cabot from her ^^

I pity Rara man ! Cheer up babylove ! Be strong ! You know i love you kan Azura ?!

Dhia ; She is just a normal girl . She is just 14 years of age . She's in coma right now . Ya allah , tolong lah sembuh kan Dhia . Her family really need her . She is just 14 , let her enjoy life first please .

I went to visit her on Monday , i hold back my tears . I don't want Rara to see me cry . I want Rara to be strong . I can't bear to see her like that . Rara is still sick . I pity her ! Ohh my god ! I really need to meet my dearest Rara as soon as possible ! Please let me meet her .

Dhia , wake up sayang . We really pity you . Your family is always there looking at you from the outside . What i could do is just pray hard that Dhia gonna wake up soon and get well soon ^^

Till here then ! I'm holding back my tears while updating this cause i kept on thinking about Dhia and Rara .

2010-09-12T21:35:00.003+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Semua !
Maaf Zahir Dan Batin !

I'm too lazy to update ! Byeeee !

ps; i miss my boyfriend alot ):

2010-09-10T01:13:00.001+08:00

IzhhaRuhaini is back ^^
090910 ♥
Love you Muhammad Izhhar Bin Mesron !

2010-09-07T01:17:00.002+08:00

See that ? ^^
I'm still fresh at this point of time ; 1.18 am !

My monday just sucks yesterday !
Was pissed at my dad when he got home from work .
Irritating ! I swear !
He scold me because i wash the clothes instead of the langsir !
Haiyaaa ... Irritating much ?! Ish !
And i've watched Step Up 3D , it was okay okay actually to me .
Not that awesome though !
And i've watched Kecoh Betul . Very kecoh man the movie ! Haha .
And very very funny ! My dad really laugh out loud at this one part .

Later at 1 pm gotta go to school cause gonna have malay dance from 1 pm till 4 pm .
Haiyooo ~
I'm too lazy and too tired to go !
Got to wake up at 10 later cause i need to do the house chore before heading to school .
Good girl mah *wink*
Might be meeting Izhhar after my dance .

Till here then ! Byebye ^^

2010-09-06T00:28:00.002+08:00

Saturday , 4th September 2010

Went out at around 4 plus took 21 and off to Geylang -.-
Meet Azi fam and Mak Siah at pasar Geylang .
Settle down at this hawker centre .
Sat there from 5.30 till break fast time .
Crazy right ? I know !
Was F sleepy okay !
After break fast and stuff , walk around Geylang .
Went to ANIZ and stuff .
I had fun with my cousin ♥ ♥
Home sweet home at 12 plus .

Sunday , 5th September 2010

Went out with parents to Tamp .
Bought my heels at Mondo ((:
I'm loving my heels ! Woohoo ~
Gonna be tall with that heels on me ^^ Haha .
Excited you know for raya ! Woohoo !
After that , went to IKEA , break fast there and then off to Giant .
Home sweet home around 8 plus .

Till here then ! Byebye ^^
I miss SITI AZURA BINTE MOHD YUSOFF badly )):

2010-09-04T00:34:00.003+08:00

My baby girl ^^ Nysaa Tonch ♥♥

So basically yesterday school was as per normal .
But when comes to English lesson , it was fcuking fun !
Skip that one hour lesson with Ina , Jes , Ayut , Fauzy , Yusof and Wawan .
We walk around the school and stuff .
Haha ! Had fun ! Saw some of teacher then we run together .
Kecohness was there too ! Haha .

After school had malay dance .
Tiring ! Haiyooo ...
Talk with Ezah .
Miss talking to her !
Cheer up Ezah !
Guys like that we don't need to respect .
No life one ! Yucccckkkssss !

After malay dance , lepak with Ira awhile at 656 .
Around 4 went home .
Do house chore then took a nap .
At around 6 plus wake up and had a quick shower .
Then got ready and went out to meet Wirda and Ina .
Off to Nysa crib . Break fast there .
Elisha sumpah cuteeeee ~ Geraaaam !

At around 8 plus , walk to Kalam to meet Farzley .
Then meet Fariz , Nas and Akkir .
Then went to sit at this playground then went lepaking at 604 .
At around 9 plus , i went off since my dearest Izhhar ask me to go Geylang .
Took 21 and off to Geylang .
Walk to ANIZ and meet them at there .
Them ; Ira , Izhhar , Ikram , Alip and Khairul .
Walk around and stuff .
Home sweet home at around 11 plus .

Currently blogging , twitter-ing , facebook-ing and waiting for Izhhar to online .
Till here then ! Byebye ^^
Hoping that later gonna go out with cousin !
I miss them !
Byeeeeeee ~

2010-09-02T21:30:00.002+08:00

I love them ^^ Sape Care Babes incomplete !

Hello people !
As you can see i've changed my blog background .
I know it's not nice and it doesn't suit my black box , who cares btw ? Haha .
And i've changed my blogsong to Suasana Hari Raya !
I semangat raya lah korang ! Hehe .

School as per normal today ! Thursday sucks ! So boring !
Tomorrow is Friday people ! Last day of school then one week holiday .
Weehee ^^ Be jealous to those who is schooling next week . Haha .
Tomorrow gonna have malay dance .
And we need to practice for Hari Raya concert .
OMG ~ Gonna be tiring practice again ! Ish !
Then tomorrow gonna break fast at Nysa crib ^^
After that gonna lepak around our house area and gonna play bunga api maybe ((:

Currently blogging and waiting for Izhhar to get back home .
Gosh ! Muhammad Izhhar Bin Mesron , I Miss You Boy ^^
Meet up soon yer ! Hehe .
Till here then ! Byebye !

2010-09-01T21:48:00.004+08:00

Sunday , 29th August 2010

The day that i went out with Rara . Out to Geylang at 8.30 pm like that . Walk around Geylang . We saw Inn ! Got to hug her ! Weehee ! We really walk around Geylang seyh ! Haha . Talk alot with her . Gossip session with her all night long ! We bought Takoyaki to eat at home . We took 21 around 11 then went to lepak awhile at 656 . Izhhar , Alip and Ikram join us for awhile at 656 . Then around 11.30 sharp , home sweet home !

Monday , 30th August 2010

School as per normal . After school had ACES Day Practice at Music Room ! Had fun ! Then lepak at Music Room till 3.30 then get changed and meet Ira and off to History Room for Malay Dance . Dance till 4.30 then off to the hall for Teachers Day Rehearsal . End at 5 plus then off to CCA Room to take the costume . Reach home around 6.40 pm . So tired !

Tuesday , 31st August 2010

School as per normal . Had ACES Day at ISH because me , Yani , Farzley and Farah need to show the steps to Sec 1 & 2 . Had fun ! They really sporting okay ! I like ! Then went to the hall . Join Mamat , Huda , Zura and Jes at the stage to do the ACES Day again for Sec 3 , 4 & 5 . I had fun !! Then sit around at the back stage toilet till 8.30 then join our class . Lesson as per normal from 8.45 am . Recess time , sit around . After recess went to CCA Room with the malay dancers . Get changed and stuff . Make up and stuff then went to the back stage . Nervous oi ! Haha . Then its out turn to perform ! Woaaah ! Ina , Huda and Farah were so noisy ! They shout my name and i smile and laugh a bit ! Thanks for the support girls ! I love you girls ! Hehe .

Wednesday , 1st September 2010

No school ! Wooooaaaahhhh ! Here i am blogging and im still tired okay ! Urghhhhhhhh ! Till here then ! Byebye ^^

2010-08-29T16:06:00.002+08:00

Hello people !
Sorry for not updating my blog !
I've been busy with school and malay dance lah .
Tiring week this week !
The whole week i got dance practice !
Actually i'm too lazy to update my blog today and tell you guys what happen this week.
So i shall skip that.

Today plan is to go Geylang with Rara after break fast .
Hoping the plan is on ^^
And i got to know that cousin gonna break fast at Simpang today !
I miss them so much !
I wanna go but ....
Arghhhh ~ Forget it lah ! Byebye.
Till here then !
Hugs !

2010-08-23T16:14:00.003+08:00

^^ I'm all wet thanks to Farzley !
He sabo me with plain water ! Haiyoo ...
And that thing above that i'm holding ! Who Cares gave it to me ^^

School as per normal today .
Was okay okay lah today .
Tomorrow gonna be a long day .
Having workshop till 2.45 pm tomorrow .
Then maybe have Malay Dance practise ! Haiyoo ..
So lazy ..

Currently webcaming with dearest Izhhar only .
Nothing to do .
I'm sleepy but i don't wanna sleep !
Till here then ! Byebye !

2010-08-22T15:23:00.003+08:00

Hello people !
Sorry for people for not updating my blog.

Friday , 20th August 2010

School as per normal !
After school , had malay dance till 3 pm ! Tiring !
And teachers day we need to perform ! Haiyoo ..
After malay dance , went home straight .
Rest awhile .
And then help mum do the cooking .
At around 6 plus , they reach my crib .
Nysa , Wirda , Yani , Farah , Huda , Faezah , Farzley .
They break fast at my crib .
Had fun ^^
Then at around 8 went out to Geylang Si Paku Geylang !
Walk around Geylang .
Then meet Ina at Paya Lebar .
Walk around then Farzley went home while we accompany Ina eat .
Sit around at the coffee shop .
Then we went to TKC to lepak at the staircase while waiting for my parents .
Then at around 11 plus , meet my parents .
Dad send each one of them home ^^
Reach home around 12 plus ((:

Saturday , 21st August 2010

Went out at around 4 plus .
Meet Izhhar under my block .
Took 5 and off to Far East Plaza !
Walk around .
Went to ION and stuff .
Then went to Far East back .
Sat at Cahaya while waiting for break fast time !
Then time to eat ! Haha .
After that , we went to City Hall cause he wanted to buy his reef slipper !
I'm so jealous okay ! Ish !
Then walk around Marina .
Then around 8 plus , i decided to go home and lepak near our house area .
Took train and alight at Eunos and took 60 .
Lepak at 656 from 9 plus till 10.45 ((:
I had fun okay Muhammad Izhhar !
Then Afis join us !
Kecoh uhh dektu !
Haha . 10.45 went home .
He gave me a present and i kiss him goodbye and off i went home .
Thanks for the day baby !
I swear i had fun !
Below is the bear that he gave me !
Cute right ? <3
And by the way , we haven't patch lah people !
Stop asking me okay ? Penat i nak menjawap ! Haha .

22nd August 2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GERGERL !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !

I'm FIFTEEN today !
Weehee ~
Not going out today !
So boringgggg ~
But nehmind , the past two days i've celebrate it with my beloved friends and Izhhar !
So today , i can rest ! Hehe .
Till here then ! Byebye !

2010-08-19T14:55:00.002+08:00

Hello people !
Time now ; 2.57 pm .
I went home straight after school !
Good girl mah ^^ Ehem ehem ! Haha .
School was okayokay .

First lesson ; D&T . boringg ..
Second lesson ; EBS . sleepy ..
Recess .
Third lesson ; Malay . talk a lot ..
Fourth lesson ; English . sleepy ..
Last lesson ; Maths . had a maths test ..

FCUKING DIFFICULT i tell you !
OMG !!!
I guess i'm gonna fail my test !
So sssssaaaaaddddddddd )):
Haiz .. Nehmind lah !
It's over already .
So now , shall wait for the results then ^^

Currently chatting with Izhhar ♥ , facebook-ing and twitter-ing .
Till here then .
Byebye ^^
I'm so excited for tomorrow !
Gonna have fun with my WHO CARES peeps !

2010-08-17T16:41:00.000+08:00

time now ; 4.44 pm((:
nysa just went off from my crib.
she went to meet her boyfie ! haha.
have fun korang !
school was boringgg ~
i hate TUESDAY !
and wednesday please be good tomorrow.

and yes ! im excited for friday !
who cares gonna break fast at my house maybe ((:
then we going geylang ! woohoo !
ilovelovelovelovethemsomuch !

2010-08-16T16:17:00.002+08:00

hello !
today school was quite okay.
i had fun with Who Cares as usual ! hehe.
loving them lah seyh !
after school went home straight.
nysa , wirda and farzley lepak here till 3.30 and they went off.
i dont know what to update already.
till here then.
byebye ~

ps; i miss spending time with my dearest Ira )):

2010-08-15T17:26:00.002+08:00

hello people !

my sunday is so boringgg ~
not going out cause theres no plan today !
i miss cousin already )):
i didnt really enjoy last week with them cause i was having a fever.
currently blogging and facebook-ing and twitter-ing.
all so addictive ! cannot stop ! haha.
after this gonna tumblr-ing.
everyday routine lah ! haha.
whats for break fast today people ?
hmm , for me .
my mum is cooking rendang and mee kuah !
but i dont wanna have a heavy meal though.
how ohh how ?

and yeaaah .
i got plan on 20th and 21st but i'm hoping that parents will let me go out.
20th , maybe Who Cares wanna celebrate my birthday.
21st , going out with Izhhar (this is a must to go cause i wanna spent time with him)
hmm ... let's just wait and see.
till here then !
byebye ((:
i love you people !

2010-08-15T00:49:00.003+08:00

yesterday night .
went out at around 8 plus then meet nysa and rara.
walk to petal.
reach there then meet ina.
meet farzley and the rest.
had fun ! then the dance comp start !
OMG ! so fun you know ! the dancers were awesome !
then meet ira and the rest.
took pictures and stuff.
dancefloor start ~ waaah ! fun you know ! like seriously !
then at 11 plus walk home.
izhhar send me home.
thanks irritating ^^
reach home around 11.30 / 11.40 ?
no nagging ! wow ! best sungguh !
till here then. byebye !
pictures at my FB !

2010-08-13T23:56:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY HUDA !!
YOU ENJOY YOUR DAY DIDN'T YOU ?
I LOVE YOU DEAREST !

so today , school as per normal !
after school , had malay dance.
super tired !
after malay dance , went POSB and then home straight.
had a long shower and get ready to go out.
by 4 pm , went out to meet wirda then off nysa crib.
waited for nysa to get ready.
by 4 plus 5 , off to 7-11 to top up.
took 58 and off to Downtown.
alight at Pasir Ris Inter and walk.
meet huda there.
slack at E-Hub and then off to the food court.
break fast time ~
eat and stuff.
then went to Geylang !
fuuuuh ~ packed with human beings i tell you !
many M&M !
haha. currently doing nothing.
just lazing around on my bed.
tired you know !

i need energy for tomorrow !
going Youth Out with Who Cares !
im hoping that rara could follow !
omg ! so excited ! till here then. byebye ~
btw pictures of today outing is at my FB ((:

2010-08-12T16:53:00.009+08:00

hello people !
sorry i didnt update my blog for like two days.
yesterday was the first day of fasting month ~
so , its was great ((:
i can tahan till time to break fast.

and yesterday got to meet rara !
yey ! went out at around 8.30 pm and meet her.
walk to macd and stuff.
and the cute thing is , we like wear the same thing.
red shorts and black shirt. cute right ? we know ^^ haha.
she talk alot.
pity her )):
rara , nehmind okay.
you still have me !
whatever it is , focus on your studies okay !
she treat me ice-cream and she even bought for my mama , apple pie.
thanks baby !
hehe. we sat at macd and laugh at people !
i had fun !
then saw izhhar and alip and their friends.
alip join us for awhile since he is hungry. haha.
kecohness was there !
then home sweet home.
reach home at around 10.30.

so today , school as per normal ((:
after school , went to sit under the void deck for awhile.
then at around 2 plus went home.
nysa came over my house((:
she just left and now its my turn to use this lappy ! yey ! hehe.
i love NYSA !

tomorrow , might be going Parkway to break fast with Nysa , Wirda , Farah and Huda. since its Huda birthday tomorrow we plan to go out.
Huda ! Get well soon dearest ! Tomorrow is your day ^^

now i wanna upload the kenduri pictures ...

2010-08-10T14:45:00.005+08:00

so today , not schooling since it's a school holiday ((:
yey ! haha.
not going out today i guess ? so boringgg ~
going to nysa crib in awhile after im done with the housework ((:
yey ! excited you ~ haha.

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY INN ((:
ENJOY YOUR DAY AITE !
I MISS YOU !
GOTTA MEET UP SOON ALRIGHT ?
TAKE CARE !
HUGS !

2010-08-09T23:53:00.003+08:00

Hello people !
Let me update what happen yesterday aite ?

Sunday , 8 August 2010

Went out at around 3 plus 4 ?
Took 15 and off to Tamp with Kak Min .
Met Kak Nur at Tamp One .
Off to Tamp Mall , The Face Shop .
Bought Bubble Tea and Old Chang Kee (sister treat me)
Went to Secret Recipe to take the cake .
And off to Afiq crib .
Went Punggol by car .
Reach there , changed and slacked .
I was having a bad headache by that point of time .
Then we sing a "Happy Anniversary" song to my parents .
And Kak Min came out with a cake .
My Dad expression is so funny ! Blur to the max .
But he really smile when he see the cake .
I love you Mama & Baba .
And by 8 plus , the bace doa thingy start .
And it end at 10 plus .
I was already sick by that point of time .
High fever ! Haiz ..
I rest on the bed and took a nap .
I was shivering .
Went home around 12 plus .
Reach home , took panadol and went to sleep .
Pictures will be up soon !

Monday , 9 August 2010

Happy 45th National Day Singapore !

My plan was to go out with my dearest Rara but then i can't go out because of this fever !
But i'm okay now !
Weehee ! So happy ((:
I'm so jealous that a lot of my friends went to Marina to watch the fireworks !
I'm suppose to be there but this stupid fever just came last minute !
Haiz ...
Next year lah next year ! Haha .
Rot at home the whole day .
Watch the NDP live show on teevee .
But i had fun !
Dad make me laugh a lot today !
I LOVE HIM ♥
Till here then ! Byebye !

2010-08-07T15:33:00.002+08:00

hello people !

so i guess my saturday gonna be a BORING saturday.
actually planned to go out with Rara , but she cannot make it.
planned to go out with Juniors , but sisters got plan with their mummy !
so here i am , at home all alone.
parents went out to take my sister from her workplace.
so boringgg laah !
and yeaaah.
i cant wait to meet my cousin tomorrow ((:
gonna have kenduri at fadhli crib at punggol ! weehee.
gonna have fun with my cousin ! yey !

currently chatting with izhhar and twitter-ing.
so boringggg ~
what shall i do after this ?
facebook facebook facebook ? so boring lah facebook.
ahhh ! i shall tumblr-ing after this !
byebye world !
enjoy your SATURDAY !

2010-08-06T23:47:00.002+08:00

hey people !
so today , didnt attend school cause E-Learning day for the Bedok Northian !
wake up at 2 plus ! fuuuhhh ! syioook got to sleep late and wake up late.
had a long shower and do house work.
at around 4.30 , went out to meet dearest izhhar.
went to kalam and went to sit at 653.
talk and stuff.
went home at around 5.15.

currently chatting with izhhar and blogging ((:

Happy 17th Birthday to Syakirah !
May all your wishes come true !
Enjoy your day darling !
Miss you !
Cant wait to meet you !

2010-08-06T00:51:00.009+08:00

hello people !
so basically yesterday my school celebrated national day !
so yeaaah ! had fun in school.
firstly in the morning.
assemble at the parade square and stuff.
the marching parade start.
funnnyyyyyy ! hahah.
then sing the national anthem and stuff.
went back to class.

first lesson , D&T .
second lesson , EBS .
recess .
then no lesson for me ! haha.
went to the art room right after recess with ina , jesicca and mamat.
practise the dance and stuff.
and yeaaah.
then practise with the drama club members.
after that at around 12.30 ?
went to the hall.
sit around at the backstage toilet and waited for our turn !
and yeaaaahhh.

its our turn.
i was so nervous.
i forget some of the step.
i think i did badly )):
shitttttt ~
go to my facebook to see the video !

but FIREBLAZE got first though !
woohooo !!
got our GOLD medal !
i like !
after school , went to kalam and sit aroound at the playground.
went home right after that.
ina , wirda and nysa lepak at my house.
they went off at 5.30.
and then i slept from 6 pm till 9.10 pm !
syiooooooooooooookkkkkkkkkk ~
parents went home and wake me up ! haha.
too lazy to wake up lah but i need to wake up.
had a long shower and eat and watch teevee till 11 plus.
currently chatting with izhhar and updating my blog.

sayonara ~

ps; Sixteen more days !